Teri Yaad

Ashok to Maple - 7 April 2012

Jab kabhi teri yaad aati hai
teri udasi hi nazar aati hai
Tere Pyar ki kaami, ankhe nam kar jati hai,
Zindagi se ladhne ki sari koshishe nakam ho jati,
Jab kabhi teri yaad aati hai,
Teri ankho mein pareshani nazar aati hai...

Kya hu mein tere liye,  ya baat mujhe kabhi samajh mein nahi aata hai

Teri ek jhalak, mere har sawalo ki batti Bhujha deti hai,
Phir bhi tujhe samjhne ki har nakam koshish karta rehta hui,
Dil haarkar use paane ki umid rakhta hui,
Anadi hui, sakkar ko pani mein ghol kar bhi, 
sakkar ko pani se alag karne ki nakam koshish karta rehta hui.
Jab kabhi teri yaad aati hai,
chand chandni ke bagair hai, ye yaad dilati hai

Teri har khushi mere bagair puri ho sakti hai, 
ye jante hua bhi, mein apni yaado ko teri zindagi mein shamil karne ki nakam koshish karta rehta hui,
Tu chahe na chahe, teri yaado ko mein apni khushiyon mein shamil karta rehta hui.
Jab kabhi teri yaad aati hai,
tera akelapan meri ankho ko naam kar jata hai...

Mein doopta sitara hui, teri chamak abhi baki hai
Mein gujhra hua pal hui, tu abhi aaj mein samil hai,
Humsaaya chahe kitna bhi tere paas rehna chahe, 
waqt ke andhero mein uska bhi saath chut jata hai,

Zindagi mein mod kitna bhi hasin kyon na ho,
use chodkar aage hi badna padta hai,

Yeh bhi sach hi hai...
Jab kabhi teri yaad aati hai,
Zindagi dard aur angaro ki sej ho jati hai.

Punjabi Hinglish Mix Love Slates

Ashok wrote to Maple - 9 April 2012

Smile every moment as it keeps worries away,
Work is worship but love is god's ship Tussi don't forget your whole life ji
Your happiness brings smile on many faces, 
so enjoy every moment to keep your nearones & loveones happy ji

Tussi great ho ji
Meri zindagi ka slate ho ji,
Kuch likho na likho is slate per, 
tumhara saath hona hi mere liye great feeling hai ji


Assi wait karava, tere sang date karava,
Na Tussi milya to, teri yaad mein date khawanga.
Hummesa late howanga, per tumhara rawanga, 
kyon ki ... Tussi great ho... Mera fate ho... 
Hurrrrrrr marjawa gud khake... 
Mere kake di jaan... 
Tu meri makke di roti hai 
Tu hi meri sarso da sag ... 
Meri jaan tu mera arman hai ....
tere bagair zindagi registhan hai ji...

Tussi laut aaona, Tussi pyar karona,
Assi zindagi bhar tenu pyar karava,
Jaan nichawar karava

Na woh mujhse pyar karti hai na inkar karti hai phir bhi mera intazar karti hai

Ashok to Maple - 22 April 2012

Tujhe dekh kar har pal dil yehi kehta hai,
Tu na mujhse pyar karti hai, na inkar karti hai 
phir bhi mera dil tera intazar karta hai

Tu meri kahi har baat ko, dil me jaga deti ho,
Tu mujhse jaada mere armona ko ahmiyad deti ho,
bin kahe mujhper sari zindagi luta deti ho,
Phir bhi jane kyon mujhse ikrar nahi karti ho

Teri ankhon mein, meri hone ki tadap abhi baki hai
Teri sansoan mein, mere hone ka aihsas abhi baki hai
Teri hoto mein, meri chumman ka aihsas abhi baki hai
Per Phir na jane kyon teri baato mein 
mere hone ki koi umid nahi baki hai

Meri manzil bhi tu, mera rasta bhi tu,
Mere jina ka akhri arman bhi tu...
Teri manzil na mein, tera rasta bhi na mein,
Phir bhi kyon tu aur hum mile, 
aise anjane modh per, 
jo kuch pal to saath chale, 
per phir, na jane kyon meri ankhon se ojhal ho gaye.

Let me speak on behalf of your mind

Ashok Speaks on behalf of Maple - 22 April 2012


Let me speak on behalf of your mind

What's going on in my life, a person who cares me might never be mine but still hoping to move on without him why?

I do care him but cannot do it in the manner he does it, why?

I have a life where he has presence but I cannot give him that I want to give him, why?

I have a dream to live with a person who would love me the whole life, he is with me but I cannot live with him, why?

He said I will change, I said we will see who will change, is he right am I changing, if yes then why?

He will die if I m not with him, but will I not survive when he is not with me, if I will survive then why?

 What is in him that bonds me strongly though he has done many things wrong for me, I have sympathy or empathy do not know, why?

I will wait for him but will he wait for me, if yes then why?

I have nothing to give him in life other then my problems, because I have only problems to share, then what will hold him with me & why?

I have no answers to all the above but I know that
I will change only for you
I will wait only for you
I will love you even if you don't
I will help you even if you don't
I will care you even if you forget
I will stare you even if I lose my sight
I will dream about you even if I am not in your life or dream

Ashok reciprocates thoughts for Maple
 
You can stop me to come closure to you
You can ban me to keep me away from you
You may find n reasons to untie my relationship with you
But I will only have one reason to be with you that is your smile for me

Life may be long
We may be wrong
But finally destiny has chosen us, for a cause that cannot be wrong

Tere Dil Ke Pass

Ashok to Maple - 8 May 2012

Tere dil ke pass rehkar bhi, dur rehte hai,
Tere hokar bhi, tujhe apna nahi keh sakte hai
Sapna ho tum mera phirbhi, mere apno se jaada apne ho tum 


Khudha se mangu yehi dua, 
jald kathm ho jaye yeh saza,
Hum aajaye itne paas 
ki waqt bhi sharmajaye dekkar ye aihsas, 
taki phir zindagi kabhi na ho paaye udas


Gazal tum banjayo, 
Alfaz hum banjaye, 
Irshad zamana kehta reh jaye.

Itni Mohabat ho humme ki, 
laila majnu, shiri-farhad, hir-ranjhe sabhi kahe tere pyar ko salam, 
Tere muradho ko bhi mile aajhan, 
Phir chahe ho jaaye hum badnam.

Per tu kahi nahi...sahi nahi

Ashok to Maple - 11 May 2012

Nazaron mein hai teri parchainya, per tu kahi nahi
Dil mein hai tere pyar ki gairahinya, per tu kahi nahi
Her pal dhunta hu tujhe, per tu kahi nahi
Aadat si ho gayee hai tere aas-pas hone ki, 
jab bhi tatolta hui, tu milti kahi nahi


Tere Aihsas ka pyasa huin mein 
ye tujhe khabar hai, per tujhse milan ki koi umid kahi nahi
Tu sahi hai janta hai dil mera, per paakar bhi tujhse dur rehna sahi nahi ....sahi nahi... 
Tu hai har jagah per is baho ko milegi kabhi nahi...ya sahi nahi ... Ya sahi nahi

Dil ko apne, aapkeliye dhadkaya hai, 
aap nahi to iska dhadakta rehna sahi nahi....
Pyar ki pyas humari zindagi bangaye hai, 
tu agar zindagi mein nahi 
to is pyase ka rehna sahi nahi...sahi nahi

Mohabat Bankar

Ashok to Maple  - 11 May 2012

Arjh kiya hai,
Khushiyan aaye aapke darpe, phuljhadiya bankar,
Mushkan teri faile, titliyan bankar,
Khushi tujhe chuye, hawa bankar,


Aai meri jane wafa, 
mera har dua tujhtak pahunchahe, kudha ki meher bankar,
Tu aaina hai agar, to mein usme rah jaon, teri parchaye bankar,
Tu phoolo ko chuye to, mein usme bas jaon, tera pyar bankar,
Tu aasman ko agar dekhe, to mein udhu usme, badal bankar,
Tu agar chale sadko per, to mein bich jaon uspe, kalin bankar

Kya kahun tujhe, 
Tu agar mane to, mein tujhme sama jaon, mohabat bankar.

Teri dunia se alag, meri dunia hai

Ashok to Maple - 10 Aug 2012

Teri dunia se alag, Meri Dunia hai
Jisme tu nahi, per teri mehak hoti hai
Isme zindagi to hai, per teri armano ke sivay kuch nahi.
Isme tere liye pyar to hai, tujhe rokne ke liye hathiyar nahi.
Isme tera dil to hai, per teri dhadkane nahi

Teri dunia se alag, Meri Dunia hai,

Tu khush hai waha, mein hota nahi jaha,
Teri khusiyon se jada, kuch hota hi nahi yaha,
Tu na ho kar bhi, saada hoti hai yaha,
Tujhe khabar nahi per tu soti hai yaha
Teri dunia se alag, Meri Dunia hai.

Ashok to Maple: Flirt - A Naughty Feelings

A story of feelings that hurt, when Maple says Ashok about her New Boy Friend, connoted as "He"

"He is handsome to flirt 

but cannot flirt with you 

because you are special to be left unhurt.

He is time pass not love, 

but you are special to be loved,

so to be kept secret and untouched."

"I know you so nothing new to know about you whereas he is still to be explored."

Ashok's wishes for Maple

"Though I want her to explore 

but cannot hear how she explores with anyone else

I am wrong I know 

but not so strong to hear from her about anyone else

I want her to be happy 

but if I am not her happiness 

then I don't want to hear from her about her happiness with someone else

I want her to love 

but if I am not her love 

then I don't want to hear from her about anyone else

I want her to hear her heart beats 

but if her heart beats are not for me 

then I don't want to hear her heart beats for anyone else

I want the moon to give her the moonshine
I want the flowers to give her the fragrance 

I want her to be only mine when we are together to dine with a glass of wine
but if she wants it for someone else 

then I don't want to feel them when it is for anyone else

I want her to feel happy for someone
Even let her feel naughty for someone
But want to believe that she is with me even she is with anyone else.

Oh! God who am I to make her ashamed of me when she has every reason to live her life with or without me."

Sometimes such stories help or hurt

Ashok to Maple-Dard

Ashok to Maple - 28 Sept 2012

Dard se dosti karli, khusiyon se dar lage hai
Ek pal ki khushiyan, bhavandar banke aave hai, ujad kar meri viran zindagi, sagar pyar ka bhavave hai.
Lage hai jaise machli ko asman ki savari karave hai.
Dam ghut jaye maro hai, per maut bhi bada shuhana lage hai.
Dard ma rehnewalo vasi jhu, khushiya na bhave hai.

Memsab tame to  rani jho, mein to bas taro dewano jhu, daan mein tamaro hasi daydo, badle mein mari jaan lailo, yehi amari gujarish jhe. Mein dard no wasi jhu, khushi mane na bhave hai.

"Happy New Year"

14-Nov-2012 Ashok to Maple - "Happy New Year"

Dil ke aine me, Teri tasvir lagai hai,
Pyar ki umid me, tujhse prit lagayee hai,
Naya saal tujhe pyar karna shikha de,
Meri duniya Tu basa de, yehi umid naye saal se lagai hai.

Kushiyon ho teri duniya me itni ki,
Mein bankar ek khushi rahu sada teri dil ki galiyon mein.
Kabhi na ho gam, kabhi na ho khushiya kaam, 
Chahe rahe na rahe is duniya hum sanam.