Sunday, May 4, 2014

Teri Yaad

Ashok to Maple - 7 April 2012

Jab kabhi teri yaad aati hai
teri udasi hi nazar aati hai
Tere Pyar ki kaami, ankhe nam kar jati hai,
Zindagi se ladhne ki sari koshishe nakam ho jati,
Jab kabhi teri yaad aati hai,
Teri ankho mein pareshani nazar aati hai...

Kya hu mein tere liye,  ya baat mujhe kabhi samajh mein nahi aata hai

Teri ek jhalak, mere har sawalo ki batti Bhujha deti hai,
Phir bhi tujhe samjhne ki har nakam koshish karta rehta hui,
Dil haarkar use paane ki umid rakhta hui,
Anadi hui, sakkar ko pani mein ghol kar bhi, 
sakkar ko pani se alag karne ki nakam koshish karta rehta hui.
Jab kabhi teri yaad aati hai,
chand chandni ke bagair hai, ye yaad dilati hai

Teri har khushi mere bagair puri ho sakti hai, 
ye jante hua bhi, mein apni yaado ko teri zindagi mein shamil karne ki nakam koshish karta rehta hui,
Tu chahe na chahe, teri yaado ko mein apni khushiyon mein shamil karta rehta hui.
Jab kabhi teri yaad aati hai,
tera akelapan meri ankho ko naam kar jata hai...

Mein doopta sitara hui, teri chamak abhi baki hai
Mein gujhra hua pal hui, tu abhi aaj mein samil hai,
Humsaaya chahe kitna bhi tere paas rehna chahe, 
waqt ke andhero mein uska bhi saath chut jata hai,

Zindagi mein mod kitna bhi hasin kyon na ho,
use chodkar aage hi badna padta hai,

Yeh bhi sach hi hai...
Jab kabhi teri yaad aati hai,
Zindagi dard aur angaro ki sej ho jati hai.