Let me speak on behalf of your mind

Ashok Speaks on behalf of Maple - 22 April 2012


Let me speak on behalf of your mind

What's going on in my life, a person who cares me might never be mine but still hoping to move on without him why?

I do care him but cannot do it in the manner he does it, why?

I have a life where he has presence but I cannot give him that I want to give him, why?

I have a dream to live with a person who would love me the whole life, he is with me but I cannot live with him, why?

He said I will change, I said we will see who will change, is he right am I changing, if yes then why?

He will die if I m not with him, but will I not survive when he is not with me, if I will survive then why?

 What is in him that bonds me strongly though he has done many things wrong for me, I have sympathy or empathy do not know, why?

I will wait for him but will he wait for me, if yes then why?

I have nothing to give him in life other then my problems, because I have only problems to share, then what will hold him with me & why?

I have no answers to all the above but I know that
I will change only for you
I will wait only for you
I will love you even if you don't
I will help you even if you don't
I will care you even if you forget
I will stare you even if I lose my sight
I will dream about you even if I am not in your life or dream

Ashok reciprocates thoughts for Maple
 
You can stop me to come closure to you
You can ban me to keep me away from you
You may find n reasons to untie my relationship with you
But I will only have one reason to be with you that is your smile for me

Life may be long
We may be wrong
But finally destiny has chosen us, for a cause that cannot be wrong